Ch-Ch-Ch Changes

Good Morning,

It is Friday – Well the week has been fun for me. I began training someone who is taking over my position at work.  It is ok. I’ve been telling people I’m being promoted, which I hope will actually happen.  I no longer am tied to the front desk and phone- so I can run around the training grounds now.

I’ve been eating lunch with Academy 41 which was fun earlier this week, but I do not want to go there today- I am sick of “the chase” bc I have been exchanging glances, light conversation and getting rides home from one recruit in particular. I made him brownies today and am including a note with my phone number on it. If he doesn’t have the idea already that I am interested, he will now.   He is getting the brownies because he did me a rather big favor of digging up a bunch of his binders from training and let me borrow them to make copies.  I am a little nervous to give him the brownies, but there it is simply a thank you gesture and I have my choices are limited in how I want him to know I want to go out with him.

I have butterflies in my stomach.. .gaah I am nervous!!! Gee What Happened, I thought I was chill.

Gah!!

Yoshi…Inchin to reach my Goal.

Thank you Jeanne! My co-worker, who coincidentally is going thru the same shit I am….being dumped by a commitment-aphobic dude…got talkin to me last week.  She wants to set me up with a FireFighter(!)! and more importantly the one I have a mega super crush on… She had an update for me today and that is that he has that “paramedic attitude going on” and she wasn’t too pleased with that!! She is going to find out more though…yahooo ! Hope he aint a jerk. but ahh…. there’s a county full of firefighters that I can choose from!

WHO DATES FIREFIGHTERS?! HAHA I Guess EMS Secretaries do

My job is really treating me well right now.  Today was the 30 yr. anniversary of EMS in CCCounty.  I won the first Raffle – A double mug set from Starbeezy’s with coffee, tea and cocoa. Iddn’t that Nice. I also won a “Reach” hat as in the helicopter company.

I stopped by Berkeley yesterday and picked up the new:

• KEYSHIA COLE cd “Just Like You”
• JAY-Z (Jigga Man) cd. “American Gangster”
• also 5 new pairs of panties from a cute lil underwear store off of Telegraph.
  How Fun!!! My future FF bf will love them….

How ya like that for Optimism?!???